I clearly have issues ….
July 11, 2012
… if I feel like I need to chug a couple of drinks before spending time with a friend. I haven’t seen her in a long time and felt like I should see her, even if just to give her the baby blanket I made a while ago. But I don’t really want to tell her about my life and I don’t really want to hear about hers. So I feel like numbing myself to it would be easier. Yep, I have issues. Good thing I am in therapy.
Being widowed sucks. I don’t recommend it.
Maybe I will just have one glass of wine instead with dinner, before the movie, and drink to all of you widow/ers out there who are doing something tonight that they would rather not do.